And so life goes on...

Sunday morning I received a phone call that will forever haunt my mind.

My mother's trembling voice... and before she could say the words I knew what they would be.

"Chon's dead."

So fresh a memory... My stomach churns, my nerves shake and I'm feeling cold.

To hear a mother say that her son is dead... I can't imagine... I can't imagine how I would cope with losing my son... and it being my own mother talking about my brother... Well...

I can't type anymore.